It's Been A While

It's been awhile since I have posted but that's because LIFE for me has become so uneventful. I am working on personal growth and trying to find a job. This economy is seriously in a recession. I know that I wrote about it before, but now kind of being in the real world, I truly understand what it means now...

...I have a PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT(PSA):



People that are in college. Seriously stay in school forever. I know that it seems hard and no matter what school you are in, it can get frustrating. I know that personally when I was in college, I complained alot about the most arbitrary things but at the end of the day, I realized that I took my time in college for granted. Forget high school, College is the best four years of your life. There are certain experiences that I had and things that I did that I could never do again and I truly miss it. I miss my friends that I have made for life and just the experience as a whole. I value the education that I received from Boston College and I cherish the experience. I do not regret anything and I would do it again if I could...:-)

Tough times...

I can honestly say that graduating was a blessing and a curse. I have never been so unhappy and depressed in my life. I almost wished that I did not graduate because I honestly feel that me graduating stained and tarnished certain relationships. For example, my mother and I since I have moved back home we are constantly fighting and like I don't argue anymore because she is my mother and I have to respect her, but on the inside I am so frustrated and upset.
I have also had this feeling of being alone so much because I feel like most people don't understand what I am going through. Most of my good friends stayed in Boston and though they may be unemployed at least they have each other. I am in this state where all I have is my mom and two friends physically near and it's just not the same. I honestly don't know what to do about anything anymore. I have been applying to jobs daily and still no response except for a modeling agency but I have to wait to see if they want to sign me. My relationship is also very tough for a number of reasons that I am not going to put on this but it just got a lot tougher because of the distance and it hurts so much. I have never been this unhappy in my life...

-SF

Twitter: The New Revolution

Ok so just recently I got into twitter. I had an account for a couple months but I had not really gotten into it. I felt that it was boring, but I was WRONG! Twitter is actually really fun and cool. I now update stuff on my twitter from my phone and I have alerts for certain people that I am following through my phone. You can also directly message people. Also there are celebrities on twitter. For example, I follow Ciara on twitter and I know basically alot of what she's doing day to day. It's really fun and interesting. I think its a great new social networking site and everyone should take a look at it. Here's the website folks: www.twitter.com

Start Tweeting!!!!!