...First let me say that I know that my life is not as bad as others and I know that I am blessed and fortunate to have a good mother, good friends and so forth, but I am back home in Charlotte. My mom told me she couldn't and wouldn't support me anymore unless I came home and so I came home because honestly what can I do. I had my car up there and I needed money for gas. Now I am back and I just miss my friends alot and I miss my college life somewhat or maybe not even the life but just not having to worry about anything. I still haven't found a job and it's so frustrating. I grew up knowing that I had to go to college to secure my future and now it seems especially with the economy that college doesn't even mean shit nemore. Now I am in debt and I have a degree but no job and no money. I just sit in my house and apply to jobs and I have only two friends here so I am very alone all the time which is so not like me but I guess I should not complain because things could be alot worse...
...Sorry I just needed to vent, SF
so you aren't thinkina bout grad school anymore?
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