...As you guys know, I returned back to Charlotte, NC after graduation and I had been actively applying and looking for jobs and I was getting nothing. I came to Boston on July 5 me and my bestie Cass drove up cuz my mom thought maybe I could come here and have better opportunities...So NOT THE CASE but it's cool. I have been having alot of fun. Being with my best friend Cassie and my nigga Hasani and seeing some old friends has been great but being here just made me realize how much I have gotten used to my life post-grad. I really dont have time for stupid childish games, drama, gossip and all the other BS that comes when you are at BC. I had an interview for a job and it was good but I did not get the job. I was in Forever 21 yesterday and this girl who worked as a cashier approached me and said I should apply. I did and I am going to wait to see if I hear from them and if not o well. At this point, I have no problem going home. I miss my mom alot, but I know I will be sad cuz Im going to miss my friends who are like my second family especially Cass who is the best friend you could ever ask for. But yea other than that I just realized that I've outgrown alot of the shit at BC and I want this new chapter in my life to really get going haha....
...One thing that I want to say before ending this post is I am the happiest I have ever been in my life. I have a degree and I am chillin. I have good friends and some good family and I know that I am blessed. People don't ever lose yourself it can be the hardest thing to come out of and I found myself again and I am happy, happy, HAPPY!!!!! :-) Life is better and alot easier just being you. I love my life and everyone should cherish what the world has to offer...Nuthing but opportunity.
Until next time, SF
i luv that you find happiness in being true to yourself, steph...can't go wrong when you stick to your convictions.
ReplyDeleteand please blog more often...about something...shit im tryna read your stuff lol
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ReplyDeletethis post is a lot different from the next one. one minute you were happy and ready to go back to charlotte and the next you were cryin and missin ur friends. lol. well i'm glad you're happy being yourself. i feel like you knew that about yourself all along and should have just stayed true to yourself from the jump. maybe that's what it was for. to teach you to stay true to yourself and to teach me that people can't be changed.
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