The Real World

The Real World...

Now that I am in it, I realize the real world is hard. I just graduated from Boston College (Woop, Woop, GO EAGLES!) and I can honestly say that now I have been hit with a reality check. I have been applying to jobs for months way before graduation and I have not received anything. This economy is really in bad shape. I have been applying everywhere and it's getting frustrating. The crazy thing is that my mom is not pressuring me, but now that I am out of school, I want to make money. I want to be able to help my mom, save up to get my own place and get ready to start paying loans. I am currently living off my graduation money. Thank God! Honestly, this shit is getting real.

On another note, I wrote a post a day or two ago about the show, So You Think You Can Dance. I was going to audition. People who know me know that dancing is my true passion, but I am currently fighting an internal conflict because I don't know if SYTYCD is for me because I want to be in videos and on tour and this show is all about what can get them ratings and they also don't respect hip hop. My girlfriend just tried out today and she confirmed all the reservations I was having, especially after watching the season premiere last nite. I have friends who say that I should still do it for the experience because it can prepare me for auditioning in the dance world and while I think that is true I do not know if this is the right thing for me. So I am at a crossroads...

My life is truly just beginning but this is how I feel about it:

I just want to know what that plot is!!!!! - SF