Saturday, September 19, 2009
Respect Your Elders, Yea Right!
So, it's been awhile but I just wanted to write a quick post before I get ready to go out to the club 2nite, which btw thank God cuz I can't be home right now. So my life is very busy now. I have my internship T, Th and F from 9-3 and then I am in a paid dance group so we have practive every Wed from 7:30 - 9pm. I'm lovin life, but of course something always has to be wrong when it seems everything is good. So im always broke cuz I am unemployed and my mother and I got into a huge fight last nite, like she doesn't get that she can't just talk to me any which way cuz I am not the little boy that I used to be. I have my own mind and opinions and honestly when they say respect your elders...I honestly feel like fuck that because if you don't treat me with respect I don't care who you are you're not going to get it from me. I am sorry but she can really piss me off...I love her and all but we just bump heads alot and she keeps tellin me that I need to move out and get the fuck out of her house. Like how is that supposed to make me feel? Trust Mom if I had it my way I would not be living with you right now...Please!?!? lol but yea neways life is good other than my crazy ass mom I can't complain. Just had to vent people.
Until next time...SF
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Doin Good...

Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Congratulations to me...

So just a quick post to keep y'all updated but I got my internship so YAY!!! Congratulations to me. I will be a development intern at NC Blumenthal Performing Arts Center and that is what is pictured above.(It's the theatre part of it.) I am happy now because I finally have some structure in my life. Yay!
-SF
Monday, August 10, 2009
Two Peas In A Pod...

Sunday, August 9, 2009
Interesting Day.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Through with it...

That's right, I am so good on love, relationships and courting. My best friend the other day said Steph, you really know how to pick 'em. She's right, I always end up talking to or being with the wrong person. Either they're an asshole, crazy, and the list goes on. I really am good. My life sucks alot already and I am truly just trying to work on myself and get a job. I have given up on love. I honestly don't think that I will ever find someone that can handle me. I have been through too much and I don't know I am really good on all that shit. I don't want to get hurt nemore or nething. It does and I know it will be lonely but I really can't take people or trust them so I'm good. I know I sound bitter and maybe I am but I am good...
This song explains exactly how I feel:
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Friends...
...It's so crazy how people with time can change. When I left high school, I lost some friends. My good friends we're not as close as we were but we still are friends and always will be. Now I graduated college and someone who I considered one of my good good friends has changed alot. I don't know what is wrong. I know that I am alot to deal with and a bitch at times but one thing I know is that I am a good friend. I have been there for this person in so many ways and vice versa. They have been there for me as well, but now things have changed. When I was in Boston, we had a big fight right before I left but then I thought everything was cool the person wanted to see me but I couldn't see them because I had to go to sleep early. When I got home I tried to contact this person and they just ignored my calls and texts and now this person I feel I have lost as a friend. I have to say it hurt alot because we have been through alot but I guess sometimes friendships fade. I called my best friend earlier to vent and I started crying just because I would never expect this from this person but IDK, they just don't seem to care so I guess I shouldnt. I will always hold on to the good times and I will always love this person but IDK. Life is good otherwise and I can't complain...
- SF
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Things Are Looking Up...
Until next time, SF

PS - Random tidbit: Me and my friend Rufus were talking about living together when he graduates so I am excited that means I need to get it together so that I can move out next year sometime...but yea my life just needs to come together...Yipeee :-) haha
Friday, July 24, 2009
Random quote...
— Bob Marley
I have been doing alot of thinking lately. I have been crying and all of that. Yea, I guess you could say right now I am emo haha, but I stumbled upon this quote and it just really made me think. I actually feel like its true because if you think about it there is noone that we love and care about who hasn't hurt us. I love my mom to death but she has hurt me and vice versa. I know that I have hurt her as well. I have great friends and stuff but we have had our moments where we have hurt one another but to me they are worth it because we get through the suffering but it is kind of crazy that people will forever hurt you, ehhh I guess Such is Life...

Just a random quote and a random thought...Tell me what y'all think
- SF
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Music Update

Ok you see this chica right here...I fucking love her and if you don't know about her you need to know who she is. I tell all my friends that I look at her as the Female "Wayne." Her flow is crazy. She is the "Black, Chinese and Butter Pecan," as she says on one of her records...This is Nicki Minaj. She is currently independent and has tons of offers for deals but she's amazing. I really like her latest mixtape "Beam Me Up Scotty." She is just ill...
This is my favorite song from her called Itty Bitty Piggy:
And just so you can know her better, check a part of this quick interview she has about how a dude can get at her...I love her. She's a bad bitch. I hope y'all enjoy <3 SF
FML
...First let me say that I know that my life is not as bad as others and I know that I am blessed and fortunate to have a good mother, good friends and so forth, but I am back home in Charlotte. My mom told me she couldn't and wouldn't support me anymore unless I came home and so I came home because honestly what can I do. I had my car up there and I needed money for gas. Now I am back and I just miss my friends alot and I miss my college life somewhat or maybe not even the life but just not having to worry about anything. I still haven't found a job and it's so frustrating. I grew up knowing that I had to go to college to secure my future and now it seems especially with the economy that college doesn't even mean shit nemore. Now I am in debt and I have a degree but no job and no money. I just sit in my house and apply to jobs and I have only two friends here so I am very alone all the time which is so not like me but I guess I should not complain because things could be alot worse...
...Sorry I just needed to vent, SF
Friday, July 17, 2009
Slackin....
...As you guys know, I returned back to Charlotte, NC after graduation and I had been actively applying and looking for jobs and I was getting nothing. I came to Boston on July 5 me and my bestie Cass drove up cuz my mom thought maybe I could come here and have better opportunities...So NOT THE CASE but it's cool. I have been having alot of fun. Being with my best friend Cassie and my nigga Hasani and seeing some old friends has been great but being here just made me realize how much I have gotten used to my life post-grad. I really dont have time for stupid childish games, drama, gossip and all the other BS that comes when you are at BC. I had an interview for a job and it was good but I did not get the job. I was in Forever 21 yesterday and this girl who worked as a cashier approached me and said I should apply. I did and I am going to wait to see if I hear from them and if not o well. At this point, I have no problem going home. I miss my mom alot, but I know I will be sad cuz Im going to miss my friends who are like my second family especially Cass who is the best friend you could ever ask for. But yea other than that I just realized that I've outgrown alot of the shit at BC and I want this new chapter in my life to really get going haha....
...One thing that I want to say before ending this post is I am the happiest I have ever been in my life. I have a degree and I am chillin. I have good friends and some good family and I know that I am blessed. People don't ever lose yourself it can be the hardest thing to come out of and I found myself again and I am happy, happy, HAPPY!!!!! :-) Life is better and alot easier just being you. I love my life and everyone should cherish what the world has to offer...Nuthing but opportunity.
Until next time, SF
Friday, June 19, 2009
It's Been A While
...I have a PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT(PSA):
People that are in college. Seriously stay in school forever. I know that it seems hard and no matter what school you are in, it can get frustrating. I know that personally when I was in college, I complained alot about the most arbitrary things but at the end of the day, I realized that I took my time in college for granted. Forget high school, College is the best four years of your life. There are certain experiences that I had and things that I did that I could never do again and I truly miss it. I miss my friends that I have made for life and just the experience as a whole. I value the education that I received from Boston College and I cherish the experience. I do not regret anything and I would do it again if I could...:-)
Friday, June 5, 2009
Tough times...
I have also had this feeling of being alone so much because I feel like most people don't understand what I am going through. Most of my good friends stayed in Boston and though they may be unemployed at least they have each other. I am in this state where all I have is my mom and two friends physically near and it's just not the same. I honestly don't know what to do about anything anymore. I have been applying to jobs daily and still no response except for a modeling agency but I have to wait to see if they want to sign me. My relationship is also very tough for a number of reasons that I am not going to put on this but it just got a lot tougher because of the distance and it hurts so much. I have never been this unhappy in my life...
-SF
Monday, June 1, 2009
Twitter: The New Revolution

Sunday, May 31, 2009
Melanie Fiona's Cover
Thursday, May 28, 2009
The Real World
I just want to know what that plot is!!!!! - SF
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
So You Think You Can Dance...
So...
You guys know the show, So You Think You Can Dance. Yea, so I am thinking about trying out for it. Actually, I am pretty much saying to myself that I am going to do it. I am a dancer and dance is my passion. I feel like what do I have to lose. One of my good friends broke it down like you have no other commitments and I graduated so honestly, what do I have to lose? My girlfriend is trying out on Thursday and I am so excited for her, but she is also my biggest motivation and fan. I feel that I want to do this for myself and for her. I would be so happy if we both made it. I am really nervous but I think that I am going to do it...I'm so nervous. Wish me luck y'all - SF
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Beyonce's "Ego" : New Video
So anyone who knows me, knows that I am a HUUGGGGEE Beyonce fan. I love anything that she is involved in. I love her movies, her songs, her albums, EVERYTHING!!! I just saw the new video for her single "Ego." I think this vid is hot. It is very simple but like they say "Less is More." The video's choreography is sexy and she looks radiant. The song is about the fact that a person has the swagger when they walk and talk and that is what makes her attracted to them (aka Jay-Z), but she is also saying that not only does the guy have the swagger, she does too. Watch the video below and tell me what y'all think...:
The Start of My New Life...
...The hardest part of it all was leaving my friends, my girl and the life that I had made for myself these past four years, but I know that it will be ok. I truly feel that I am a man now and I have to step up to the plate of Life that is lol. I am currently trying to find a job and also pursue my dream of dance at the same time. Wish me luck! That is all for now.
- SF
Friday, May 15, 2009
I Know...I Know
- SF
Friday, May 8, 2009
In A Perfect World...
Right now, I have been playing Keri Hilson's CD, In A Perfect World every day. This CD is amazing. It has everything. Club bangers, good slow love ballads, mellow chill music and the list goes on. Keri Hilson has amazing vocals. She has good range and she hits great riffs. One of my favorite songs on the album is Make Love. It is special to me for many reasons. I love Keri's voice on the tracks and the lyrical content is ill. Another one of my favorites is the song is Return the Favor Feat. Timbaland. This track is crazy. I love the beat, it is very different from most Timbaland produced tracks and also there is a part in the song near the end where Keri hits some beautiful notes especially the vibratos. All in all, this is CD is a great album and I highly recommend that you people get out there and support Keri Hilson because she's a true artist. She's beautiful, she writes her own songs and she has great vocal talent to back up her name. That's all for now, I am going back to my fantasy.(The album, In A Perfect World)
1. Intro
2. Turnin Me On ft. Lil Wayne
3. Get Your Money Up ft. Keyshia Cole & Trina
4. Return The Favor ft. Timbaland
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Sorry...
- SF
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Love <3

...Ok so I know lately my blog has been all about my problems in my relationship and stuff, but that is not what my blog is about. I realized the other day that I never really gave an introduction about my blog, I just went in and wrote my thoughts. So here it is...Dance is Life is the name of my blog. I named it that because Dance is my life. It was the only thing in my life that I always stuck with. I live, breathe and eat dance. I dance from the time I get up to right before I go to bed. I dance at parties. I learn new choreography all of the time. I danced in a group. I want to pursue it because it is my fantasy. Dance is my release. It is my therapy. Dance is one of my best friends. As you can tell I love dance. I want my blog to be personal, but I will also talk about entertainment venues and things of that nature that I enjoy. My blog is me. I tend to rant and ramble sometimes.(So you may read it) I am a free-spirited individual. I am very open about myself and how I feel about things. I can be somewhat outspoken. I am crazy, but I love myself. I started this blog for myself and for others, if they are interested to get into my thoughts and just me, Stephon. I hope y'all enjoy what is to come.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Addressing the "Icing on the Cake"
(The picture above is titled, The Icing on the Cake)
A Little Bit...

Torn Update...
Torn...
I don't know who said this but I think it speaks to what I am feeling at this present moment. I love her, I truly do. It's so weird sleeping in my bed alone now. I see her today and no interaction. My phone so silent because I am not gettin a text or a call from Baby. That shit hurt.
I didn't know what to do anymore. I felt that our relationship was spiraling into a sea of negativity. She's been writing stuff saying the she's effed up and stuff. I do not blame her. Our relationship was a decision that we came to mutually and the problems that we had involved both parties. I don't think that it is all her fault. I definitely had a part to play but that was the problem. The things that I was faulted for, I honestly couldn't see how I was wrong? The stuff she claimed about me, she couldn't stop and see my side. She says given me chance after chance and I will admit she has, but what she did, I don't think I have ever took it that far. To have someone who says they love you and care about you write things about your personal sexual past online for anyone to see and stuff that I told you with the love we have I thought I could trust her. I never thought she would do that. The funny thing is if I did something like that to her, I truly wonder what she would have done to me? What she did, showed me a side of her character that maybe I was not strong enough or man enough to handle. That hurt me so bad. You've given me chance after chance but I don't think I have done anything to that level to you...
...Where do we go from here? I don't know. I want to be her friend. I wonder if I made a mistake now. I miss her. I do. I miss holding her, kissing her, her warm beautiful smile and those beautiful brown eyes that I got lost in. A mutual friend said she wished we had talked before this decision was made and I do now, but I don't think she'll ever want to talk to me again. I miss u. I miss us. I miss our friendship and our love...
"When you love someone,
And you love them with your heart,
It never disappears,
When you're apart.
And when you love someone
And you've done all you can do,
You set them free,
And if that love was true...
When you love someone
It will all come back to you."
-- Forget Paris
...Maybe one day, Poppie <3
Saturday, May 2, 2009
This Is What You Signed Up For...

...I have a friend who is dating a girl. Him and his girl had such a strong connection as friends that it evolved into a relationship, but of course every relationship has its problems. The biggest problem he has with her is that he has made a tremendous amount of changes for this girl, which is fine because he wanted to, but it seems as if his girl is not willing to do the same...
... I was reading an article about dating and relationships and it said: "Compromise is undoubtedly the key to many problems we face. We are so set in our ways that only our way will do. And so arises the great problem in dating and relationships. If only we could compromise, then we would be better placed to find common ground and work things out." This statement is how my friend feels. He feels that his girl is so set in her ways, she's not even willing to change a little for him. When they have argued, she throws everything on him and everything is his fault. When he finally mustered up the courage to tell her about herself, her response was: This is what you signed up for. That statement hit him like a ton of bricks. Last night they had another tense encounter and once she left, he said he went to bed and that statement "This is what you signed up for" kept replaying in his head over and over. He feels frustration, anger, sadness because he would do anything for this girl, but he doesn't know now if she would do the same for him...
...His girl is so set in her ways and he thinks she knows that but it's almost like she doesn't care about his feelings. He feels that there is nothing more he can do. His girlfriend has been so hard on him that it has gotten to the point where it is like what more can he take? What does he do from here...IDK
...In my opinion, relationships are an agreement that 2 people make to be committed to each other and work through the problems that they have which may include making compromise. What do you do when you feel that the relationship is one-sided? Something to think about...
Until next time, SF
Friday, May 1, 2009
X-Men Origins: Wolverine
My First Time...

The one thing that I want you to take away from this post is: Life is too short and it is something that we take for granted everyday. I have a good friend that is like family to me and she was hit by a car a couple weeks ago. She is fine and the only thing that happened to her is her leg is broken, but she is recovering fast. It was in this moment, that I realized her situation could have been a lot worse. I thank God for sparing her life. This situation that happened was also a wake-up call for me. I feel that I took a lot for granted and now that I am leaving in 18 days, I just want to make the most of every moment and day that I have left here...
...So this is my first time writing for a blog. I have always been into blogs, especially music ones, but I never felt that I had anything compelling to say or share with the world. After talking to a few people including my best friend and my girlfriend, I decided to take a shot at it. Hey, what the hell right?!...
...So after four years, today was the day where I had my actual last day of classes in college, ever! I have honestly been very emotional lately. Today I was walking from my Choreography class to my Music class and as I was looking around my school (Boston College), I got a wave of mixed emotions and I began to cry a little because I could not believe that college is about to be over. Four years ago, I came here very scared, insecure and just not comfortable with myself as a person. Over the years here at BC, I have definitely had my fair share of drama, losing friends, gaining friends, struggling academically and the list goes on. Looking back at these past four years now, I would not trade it for the world. I can honestly say that now, being 21, I have gained a lot of wisdom, some great friendships and true life experience. I am the happiest I have ever been in my entire life. I am secure with myself and comfortable with myself. I am a happy and a more positive person now and I have a new found outlook on life. So again, Life is too short and it is something that we take for granted everyday.
...Just think about it.
Until next time, SF